<p>Hello,</p>
<p>I am in a bad hitch right now. Before I visit the universities that I have on my prospective list to have my transcripts and whatnot reviewed, I don't have much to go on. My university academic advisers were no help. No one has been, really. I decided to finally post here to get some insight.</p>
<p>I would now be going into my third year at UCSB as a Pre-Chemistry who failed to get into Chemical Engineering reasons being that it would be nearly impossible to catch up at this point. I blew off taking biology because I didn't need it for ChE but now I'm kind of screwed without it. I would hate to graduate with a degree in Chemistry. As it turns out I'm behind in general, not necessarily on credits but major pre-prerequisites. I wouldn't be able start my upper divisions this upcoming Fall in Chemistry or any biology related major that I had hopes of switching into. I tried to search for guidance. The departmental advisers didn't give me options other chalking up a random degree that would get me to graduate on time with less work. Because of my background, I can't afford to take ANY degree.</p>
<p>Besides having a tumultuous record with my math and science courses which is the main reason for me being behind, I started to have issues with being at the university. It wasn't the party culture. It felt like we were living in 'paradise' within a bubble that certain people, who could afford to be oblivious to the realities of the world, benefited from. I don't like to lie to myself. I'll leave it at that. I'm not trying to knock the school or other students. I've personally faced a lot of hardship while attending the university. I tried to be optimistic and go with the "college is what you make it" thing. It kind of doesn't work if you make the efforts and are constantly shut down. As minority in really short supply at the university, I was isolated and gradually became more jaded and apathetic. I do have myself to blame and obviously my academics have suffered. I know that I could and should be doing better.
I did take steps to fix the problems that I had by attending counseling and reaching out to an academic group that provided support and got me a tutor. </p>
<p>I probably should have left the year before, or a lot earlier, but I had no idea that withdrawing was an option. I thought that I should be grateful and honestly. it was a lot better than home in some ways. It had not crossed my mind. I finally withdrew from UCSB after my 2nd year being there. I had to or else I feared that my condition would deteriorate and I would flunk out for real. It would do more danger than good staying.</p>
<p>Currently I'm trying to 'save face'. I've accepted that I don't have what it takes to do Chemical Engineering or any sort of Engineering like Bio-engineering. I would be fine with doing Biochemistry and attempting to apply to Medical School in hopes to become a Psychiatrist. I wanted to come home and finish lower division at a local community college and then possibly transfer somewhere else. I'm aware of the unit cap. I don't have much room to move but with the remaining classes that I need to take, I'm kind of close to being a UC high-unit transfer but not quite. I would still be able to apply to Biochemistry.
My current GPA is a tiny bit above a 3.0 but as I've seen, that's not enough for me to get my foot into the door and be competitive. This is especially true if I have to apply this Fall with it. It would a dream to apply to UCLA, UCB, or UCD and the big wigs but I have to keep my options REALLY open and be realistic. I applied last year on the whim as a UC>UC and that was a guaranteed denial. I am foreseeing that this might take longer than I estimated because I would be missing a required class by next Spring. </p>
<p>Any feedback would be appreciated. This is a lot to read. Thank you.</p>