<p>So, I don't know what I want to do anymore.</p>
<p>I'm taking BE 100 right now and I realized that BioE really isn't something I enjoy that much. I really like the life sciences, and BE is just so. much. math. To the point where I don't even care anymore what I'm studying. I'm not interested!</p>
<p>I guess I really didn't realize it until now... but it's not making me happy. The problem is, I did bioE as a "backup" to in case I didn't get into med school.. but now it's more like it's preventing me from getting in to med school. My GPA is at 3.47 right now which is meh, "decent" for an engineer; but I definitely don't think I can maintain that through the next 2 years of engineering. So I'm highly considering switching out of my major so that I can be more happy and raise my GPA. I do very well in life science classes but my engineering ones just kill me. -_-</p>
<p>I just have a few conflicts though.. because I have no idea what I want to do. Bioengineering is a great major because it has so much potential, but I really don't know if it's what I want to do. I don't want to be stuck with processing data in a biotech company. I'm not really huge on physics and designing machinery. I guess I just never realized and fully thought about what I myself actually wanted to do... I just followed what my parents pushed me to do.</p>
<p>I really want to be involved in healthcare, somehow. But what if I don't get into medical school? What can I do with a life science major? I like biotech, and I like medicine... I'm thinking of switching to MCDB? PhySci?</p>
<p>Gah. It sucks because I'm already stuck with 20 series chem, 1 series physics, and I already surpassed the math requirement for life science majors (currently taking 33A, which, mind you, is so *****ing conceptual and is completely unnecessary in my pursuits to be a healthcare professional).</p>
<p>I just need help. Counseling. Guidance. :(</p>