<p>I think I forgot to mention something above,. Why exactly do I want to go to USA, and read what? job what? do what? see what? </p>
<p>I wish to become an academic, who leads his field. I am not going to lie, I did not see such things as really good academics here in Nepal. That was what I thought before I started to think about applying abroad. My perception has now faced the exact opposite side. True, there may not be many smart ones here, and few, i f not nonexistent ones who are famous outside Mechi, outside Kali, outside Kanchanjunga: outside the boundary. But there are many dedicated well meaning men and women. And what they lack in achievement in their fields, they make up with their position and pride within the society. There are doctors( really big, great doctors), engiineers( really nerdy ones), authors( there have always been great authors here since almost a hundred years ago), lawyers, reporters, entrepreneurs, fathers, mothers. So, if I really go abroad, I will consider it not distinctly different from the education here- that will be a shameful cowardliness- but a refined form of education in Nepal itself. </p>
<p>To, really work in academic scientific world, as a doctor or a professor, or any professional and achieve fame for it in Nepal is strangely difficult( I have seen MSC students from public campuses copying published research papers as their “thesis”; hardly understanding a word written there , much less the scientific value of it. Upon my inquiry of such strange behavior, they replied " babu! ma lai ta padhai sakkayar chhito master bannu chha, aru malai ke matalab?" I don’t blame him, and I don’t ever expect to see a world full of altruistic souls( that will be unnatural). </p>
<p>But, things just don’t change by themselves abroad too. My only hope right now in life is to get into great colleges and start that career which I always wanted. But Going abroad comes with its price. First, it is rare for foreigners to make great careers in USA,. Secondly, if the situation was same here and abroad, I wouldn’t have thought about going abroad for a microsecond. </p>
<p>I have seen some people making up some sort of organization in usa to"help" Nepal. But seriously, that sort of “help” is not what Nepal really expects. Is it? </p>
<p>As of today, the only options that are ringing in my head are to have an academic career, all the while being a Nepali, and earn undisputed fame as a Nepali.</p>
<p>Or, the second is finishing education, getting the Phds, and returning to Nepal for works. </p>
<p>I am Not bragging here about myself, but saying things for argument’s sake. </p>
<p>The most important thing is that one has to achieve things that one went abroad to achieve.</p>