Hello, I need some help in deciding whether transferring out of a BS/MD program is the right choice for me. (I don’t know if this is the right place to post, so please forward me to the right forum if this is not the right place. Thanks.)
I was accepted and enrolled into the RPI-AMC Physician Scientist Accelerated Medical Program. I will be starting classes in late August. However, RPI offered me not as much financial aid as I had hoped for. I am currently paying around 42k per year. This was after I appealed to them to lower it from 45k.
I turned down a near full ride at my state school for this program, and I feel like an idiot for doing so. I would have been out of undergrad in less than 10k in debt, whereas I will be 150k in debt at RPI. My parents want to support me through my college education, and they do have the money to do it, but it would be coming out of their retirement savings. They don’t have an actual retirement plan. And, on top of this, they are supporting my sick grandfather in India. I can not, in good conscience, allow them to pay this much for me. I feel selfish for making a decision like this. My parents explained to me that it would be like an investment, and the reward would be that I would have an MD.
However, I feel like the reward can be achieved without this much financial risk. I decided to take the BS/MD route because I was afraid of not being able to get into medical school. But I feel like that is a better alternative than having my parents pay 150k (that too, only for undergrad; Albany Medical College is one of the more expensive med schools, at around 56k a year). I could complete my undergrad at my state school and go to a cheaper medical school, or perhaps even a more prestigious one, if I do well enough.
Others have explained to me that I am essentially paying 150k for peace of mind. But how do you quantify “peace of mind?” And why should peace of mind be a factor when I am preparing to enter a stressful career? And, I can use that 150k to donate to charities, contribute towards the building of schools and hospitals, and do things that propelled me into medicine in the first place. Paying this much for myself (and my “peace of mind” seems counter-intuitive to my reason to enter medicine, which was to dedicate myself to the service of others.
I have significant research experience (close to 1000 hours by the end of this summer) and credits from 11 AP classes. RPI will not accept most of my AP credits because most of them are 3s. However, UAlbany (my local state school where I got the near full ride) accepts 3s, allowing me to save thousands of dollars and complete my prerequisites in three years, like RPI. But I am not against 4 years of undergrad, either. Anyway, this, coupled with a high GPA and MCAT, should allow me to get into a decent medical school while saving a lot of money. I am pretty sure Albany Medical College will take me back in if all else fails in 3-4 years.
Anyway, is it worth paying 150k for “peace of mind” and guaranteed acceptance into an unranked medical school, or should I take my chances and go the traditional route, while saving a lot of money in the process (and perhaps even get into a T40 med school)? I don’t know enough about life after med school to know what the right decision is, so I was hoping some of the more senior members could give their two cents. I don’t want to burden my parents, and I hope the risking med school acceptance is worth the financial reward. I would definitely continue with the BS/MD program if it was not this expensive, but at the moment, I am not sure if the expense is worth it.
Please let me know what you think. Sorry for the long post.