<p>Disclaimer should apply to just me though. I am just so confused to the point where I wake up with agonizing headaches over this. It's probably called OVERREACTION or simply a female indecisive disorder otherwise known as simply being a young woman/adult... but here is my problem:</p>
<p>I've been working hard with transferring out of my cc to a 4 year school and finally got into UC Berkeley as an English Lit major. I suddenly took up interest in law and am now prepairing for LSATs and other lovely work that has to do with enterance to "top" law schools.</p>
<p>I had a choice between going to UCLA and Berkeley and picked Berkeley even before I thought I'd get into law, I picked it for the liberal arts program Berkeley had to offer over the one at UCLA. As time grew by.. all of the sudden, I started hearing things like "It doesn't matter what school you go to.. as long as you get a BS/BA .. unless you plan to enroll in a good grad school/ law school"</p>
<p>and I thought to myself - of course, I will attend one of the two (grad/law school) so I have to aim high, right? But then as I am nearing the application process to these schools, I now hear "it doesn't matter what law school you go to unless you want to work at a big firm".</p>
<p>Here is my DILEMMA. I don't want to go to a top law school just to get into a big law firm and graduate with gazillion dollars in loans.. I am kind of frusterated because all this time I thought getting into the top law school meant A LOT more possibilities for the future, not just... graduate and get into a big law firm.</p>
<p>Maybe some of you can advise me as to the way I should undertake. I mentioned already that I'm a female.. which means I will be a mother someday and I may be unmarried just because my parents are .. a bad example of marriage I grew up with a tainted view and really.. not important, the point is: there IS a chance I may be unwed mother which means I will be supporting myself and a toddler on my own.</p>
<p>Now, I'm one of those modern/traditional moms that would like to work (even when wed) but still have time to the kids which is why PART TIME lawyer is very important to me. From what I understand, having your own firm takes A LOT of time to run so that may as well be out of the question?</p>
<p>Does that mean working for big firms is my biggest option? If so, in order to get into the top one would it be better for me to aim for the pricey prestigious law schools?</p>
<p>I'm just... so confused -_-</p>
<p>I really, really don't want to pay 100's of thousands of dollars plus the interest $$$ which is just sickening. Why can't I just study and then enjoy life? Why is life so complicated?!?!??! </p>
<p>T_T</p>
<p>I don't know what to do... Help ^_^</p>