<p>Stanford really is my dream school, I spent the first 13 years of my life growing up down the street next to it before I had to move to Taiwan(international school right now). Right now I got all honors courses, AP World History(pilot program for ninth graders, if that makes any difference), belly-dancing lessons, learning sign language, swim team, swimming instructor, volunteering at local Animal Shelter, etc etc.</p>
<p>Last year I was the grade English nerd, and even though I was planning on taking journalism this year and doing the school newspapers, it didn't fit into my schedule and stuff. But I am going to try out for the debate team....hopefully</p>
<p>Basically, I'm not stressed by all the work, I'm handling it fine, but I don't feel like I'm really excelling super far in anything. So should I drop some stuff and just focus on a few things? Or keep working in all these different directions?</p>
<p>And before you start telling me to stop worrying about college and just focus on being myself, worrying about college is a part of being myself. I'm not looking to get into some big fancy college, but Stanford has always been a big dream of mine and it's something that I hope I can achieve. It's hard to just feel like you aren't doing enough and having no idea what you should be doing.</p>