I’m sure part of this is back from break sadness and another part is senioritis, but here’s my situation:
I took Honors Bio my freshman year and really loved it. I’ve always been good with math and science, and I’ve always enjoyed it, too. I was excited to take AP Bio my senior year, but it’s really just become a chore to me and I feel overwhelmed. I originally wanted to major in Biology, but I don’t think I could do it now. The homework is such a struggle for me to get through even when it isn’t much (chapter study guides and labs spread out over weeks). I don’t really have an interest in Biology or anything science related anymore. I’ve recently come to the realization I want to work with music somehow (teaching or performing, wherever I end up).
I’m taking four AP classes, so my schedule will still be fairly rigorous, but I just don’t feel the same passion I did. Should I tough it out and see if it peaks my interest again? How detrimental would it be to college applications for me to drop one AP class? I would most likely fill the hole with signing up for the non-auditioned band at my school to help some younger players or TA for the teacher. This is such a hard decision for me because I know I once was SO passionate about science and I was 100% sure that’s what I wanted to do, and I feel like I’ll be letting my teacher down if I drop. I had him as a freshman and he recommended me to take AP Bio as a sophomore but I couldn’t fit it in. I just feel like everyone expects so much of me and I can’t let anyone down, but I’m not really happy. What should I do?
(sorry it’s so wordy, thanks for reading!)