<p>Some of you may remember my starry-eyed description of my Swarthmore visit in October. (I'd fallen in love. It was completely irrational.) Well, I finally had my first "official" meeting with my university counselor last Friday. I mentioned to her that I'd apply ED, no question about it, if it weren't for the issue of financial aid. As an "international student"* I didn't feel it would be wise to commit myself to a particular school without first comparing aid offers.</p>
<p>Her reply actually surprised me. She said that, if I really wanted to attend, I could schedule a meeting with a financial aid officer and explain my situation, in order to get an estimate of what an aid package might look like, and apply ED if it looks as if it'll work out. As much as I'd love to have the certainty of an acceptance (or rejection...) in December, I'm not entirely convinced. Even if the aid comes through in the ED round, my family's financial situation is precarious enough (diplomat's salaries and uncertain contracts; mortgages; no savings) that I'm not sure commitment is the way to go.</p>
<p>Rereading what I've written, it does sound as if I've already made a decision. I guess I'm just trying to do a sort of cost/benefit analysis. As an int'l, would ED significantly increase my chances of admissions (and if yes, of getting adequate aid)? Am I better off just waiting until the RD round and showing off in the "Why Swarthmore" essay?</p>
<p>My stats are strong enough that I'm competitive, but not a shoo-in (but then again, is anyone?). I'm just not sure whether my visa status would detract enough from my resume that I'd need the ED boost to get in at all. Chances are it doesn't matter and I'm overanalyzing... even so, I'd love to get someone's second (or third, or fourth) opinion.</p>
<p>Thanks in advance,
Elisabeth</p>
<p>*In quotes because I've lived in the US for longer than I've lived anywhere else, I'm 100% assimilated, and my English is near perfect; it's just my paperwork that doesn't line up. None of which matters to Swarthmore, obviously, but I need to make the distinction for my own sake.</p>
<p>ETA: Clearly I need to join a 12-step program for parenthesis abusers. (And that's not even mentioning the absurdity of footnoting a post on CC...) :D</p>