<p>I'm not sure how this thing works so sorry if I am wasting people's time here..but I need some help from fellow collegers.</p>
<p>I am about to finish my freshmen year (fresh out of high school since 2013) on Wednesday and I cannot get over this sense of failure. My first semester I finished with all A's and was really excited for the next semester even so to enrolled into a study abroad program for my school (solely self funded) and pretty much stayed at an all A level; but when April came around my interest in school dropped after coming back to the states. Though I guess it's normal to be anxious to finish around April... I have done poorly in maintaining my grades and am in breech of a D and possibly two B's if I don't do well on my finals. Through the course of my first year in college, I have found to hate the major I am so desperately fighting for and wishing the one I would like to study would actually be able to be a stable career. I am saddened by the incapability to be able to afford a better college than the one I am attending because I am paying for my own college and cannot afford four year university prices. With the dreams I face, I may end up attending school for possibly 12 years..I wish there was a better way. What am I suppose to do if I really don't like science anymore, and love more of the Arts. How can I stop messing up my grades and get it together before my classes are over. Please help :/</p>