“I have decided I want to stay in the class, as I know I want to accept the challenge and power through it and try my chances in hopes of earning at least a C. I want to retake the class through online study, but I am wondering -”
First, it only has another month left, do you really have the option to drop? Second, your courage is commendable, but what is your way to ensure that you can improve from now on?
My D was similar in your shoes couple years ago. She had terrible two months of Calculus AB before letting me know. After that, I asked her to change her study habit from pushing the Cal AB as her last homework study among her other 4 AP classes to her first. Did all the examples of each lesson before her teacher’s class, did all her homework assignments. When her grade was not improving after that, I asked her to do odd questions, instead of her teacher’s assigned even questions… Not improving, so she got to pre-read a few chapters during her winter break. Are you willing to do that? If not, your courage is still a pipe dream in pulling your grade up.
Well, the sad story was she got a C in that first semester. She did about the same in her first month of the second semester Calc AB. The improved result only showed after that, and she got A at the end for the second semester. She did continue to take Calc BC for her senior year and got both A for both semester after learning the drill.
“Not the best look for admissions as I’m aware of.”
“Will it really matter that much to college application committees, will they see that I retook it, and oversee the first semester grade with the new one?”
Of course, the grade will affect your admission, as it did with my D. But instead of hiding it, she took it to the admission officer/committee by writing about her Calc AB’s C (as a small part of her bigger problem in her junior year high school experience), and how she learned to overcome it. At the end, she was able to get in to her first choice college (a highly selective college, I would say) anyway (it also depends on other aspects of your application, overall GPA, test scores, ECs, recommendation…). Hope this help.