<p>Hi, </p>
<p>I really really want to go to Brown. Like I almost cried to a Brown representative at a college fair (don't worry, I didn't) because of how bad I want to go to this school!</p>
<p>Unfortunately, junior year wasn't a good year for me. Freshman year, I was going through some tough stuff-- even being homeless for a time, in school I got mostly high 80s. Sophomore year I was a really excellent student receiving high 90s on all of my classes. This past year I had to adjust to having a new baby sibling after being an only child all of my life, and it really affected my grades (and my sleep). I am not trying to excuse my grades in anyway, I definitely didn't put in the effort I should have this year. Because of that, I have a 3.7 gpa both weighted & unweighted. </p>
<p>Knowing that Brown is an Ivy, I know a 3.7 gpa won't do. My SAT scores include:</p>
<p>620 on U.S. History Sat II</p>
<p>580 on the Literature SAT II --> although I'm going to probably retake this one</p>
<p>1710 on SAT; 590 on reading, 520 on Math, 600 on Writing</p>
<p>I am also planning to retake the SAT. Again, I know my scores are not high. I have taken all of the honors & A.P. classes my school offers, which is very limited but still, yeah. </p>
<p>I guess moving on to other areas of my academic career... </p>
<p>I have been involved in an enrichment program since freshman yr
I volunteered at my local library
I am on the Honors Society
I mentored a freshman & then a struggling sophomore this year
I got honorable mention in a Shakespeare contest (I go to a performing arts high school)
I interned at TriBeCa Film Institute
I participated in a Teen Critics program where I wrote a review about a play
I started a book club with little kids in my building
I am president & founder of the Philosophy Club
I have a blog
I create films on the side</p>
<p>I have also studied abroad two summers in a row, to France the first year & to Russia the next summer. I also am semi fluent in Russian, having continued studying the language after the program.</p>
<p>This summer, I took an American Studies class at Columbia University. </p>
<p>One of my college recommendation letters is written by the director of the core curriculum at Columbia.</p>
<p>I write this long long post, because I am honestly scared. I have moments where I feel so sick in my stomach because I know I probably won't get into a school that I know I belong at. So I guess my underlying question is, what do you think my chances are? Is there any hope for me? Is there anybody that is on the same boat here? </p>
<p>I know that I will be okay if I get rejected, but I am very dramatic so I apologize if I come out like that while you read this</p>
<p>Thanks so much</p>