<p>Dear sinking feeling in the pit of my stomach,</p>
<p>Please stop magically coming to life when I think about the the decision I’ll get from the college of my dreams this Friday. You keep making me think that by some fantastic network of espionage, my subconscious already knows the news that that email is going to carry. And it doesn’t. Stop making me feel like I have no chance of getting in. I have really strong scores but my essays were a bit rushed, so maybe I’ll get in, and maybe I won’t. But you make waiting a pain in the a**. </p>
<p>So stop, already. It got old a long, long time ago.</p>
<p>I’ve wanted to say this for a while now… so here goes nothing. I am in love with you. Six simple words… it seems almost ridiculous that I have never been able to muster up the courage to tell you or get to know you better. You are beautiful, intelligent, and unique and I hate myself for not trying harder. Now you’re in a relationship with a close friend. It appears that you believe that my friend is as unique and interesting as you are, when the reality is that that is simply not true. All of his lines are scripted, his actions pre-determined. None of his characteristics warrant your attention. Yet, you are infatuated with him. Perhaps it is love… who knows. What ** I ** know is that I have feelings for you. Unfortunately, all I can do is wait. </p>
<p>Life is NOT like a box of chocolates. There’s a paper inside of them that says what’s in each one. Maybe you have to buy the more expensive chocolates to get the paper, oh well.</p>
<p>Dear University that rejected me,
Thank you for sending my rejection letter in a huge envelope. It didn’t make me excited at all when I received the envelope from the post office. My hopes didn’t go up when I saw that you paid a lot of money via certified mail to make sure I got the envelope. And when I saw only a tiny envelope inside, I didn’t cry. Thanks a lot. </p>
<p>-Nico </p>
<p>Dear Person I used to call my best friend,
Thank you for blowing off all the plans we made to make a sudden decision to move to Utah in a week without telling anybody and without any regard that it would upset people. Have a good life.</p>
<p>I have this creeping feeling inside of me that I am not going to end up going where I want to go. I kind of wish I could take back the posts I made in a certain thread, everyone else has so much to be proud of, such impressive acceptances, and me…well… :/</p>