<p>I wanted to congratulate everyone who got in... you deserved it.</p>
<p>So much for hating the past four years of my life... for nothing. </p>
<p>I am sad, yes, but I think this will only push me to further take on the existentialist life viewpoint that Camus' The Stranger has recently introduced me too... it seems, just so much more indiffernt... and I like that.</p>
<p>I hope you all enjoy it, enjoy life while you can... I have hated my life the last four years, the last two especially. And what for? A deferal. In a 15 minute review of the last four years of my life, a few people single handidly tore down my life dreams that I have had since 6th grade. To attend Stanford.</p>
<p>What for... what for>? Why do I [we] kill ourselves for no reasons whatsoever. So a select few will go onto stanford... well done. For me? Nothing. I have no more to show for my hours of studying, working hard, and having nill social life... sure my report card says straight A's... sure my GPA is good... but for what? </p>
<p>I wish I could bring cheer to this board again... but I cannot. </p>
<p>I am now proceeding to go in my room and put on the death cab for cutie... tis a sad time.</p>
<p>I am starting a novel: What not to do in your life. It is about how you should live life, and not look towards the future... life it for today. Sha la la la la live for today... I had always view Stanford as my means of achieving great life goals... curing cancer, ending poverty, learning to cook... but why had I been doing those things now? Life is how you make, not how the school makes it. I can get as good of education with a 5 dollar library card... if I put my mind to it.</p>
<p>I wish you all the best of luck. This is the worst I have felt in my entire life. I am glad some of you feel the best you have ever felt.</p>
<p>"sometimes, nothing can be a mighty cool hand"... I wish Paul Newman was right...</p>
<p>Will I be seeing anyone at Wisconsin Madison?</p>
<p>Stay classy guys...</p>
<p>Wolffy</p>