<p>Not an infatuation or crush, but true loove. I am in love right now and i want to marry her sooooooooo bad.</p>
<p>Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn’t it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses. You build up a whole armor, for years, so nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life… You give them a piece of you. They didn’t ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn’t your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like ‘maybe we should be just friends’ or ‘how very perceptive’ turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It’s a soul-hurt, a body-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. Nothing should be able to do that. Especially not love. I hate love.</p>
<p>Damn, that’s depressing man! Dude, why you bumming me out man?</p>
<p>what does it mean to be in love? i think that’s the real question</p>
<p>yes, she was white</p>
<p>^DO u THINK SHE WILL DATE ME IN ASIAN???</p>
<p>haha i’m guessing you’re in love with some white girl that reminds you of your sister.</p>
<p>Uh, what?? What does my sister have to do with this?</p>
<p>i’m referring to your masturbating thread</p>
<p>You can’t marry a professor.</p>
<p>Regarding the actual question, I never have been in the past, but, perhaps, times are changing?</p>
<p>she’s only 12 years old man give it up!!</p>
<p>***!!!</p>
<p>This is not how i was expecting this threads to go…</p>
<p>^ maybe u should create a new username</p>
<p>“LOVE” IS AN ABSTRACT WORD AND CAN BE ARBITRARILY DEFINED AND THEREFORE I WON’T CHALLENGE ANYONE WHO CLAIMS TO BE IN LOVE AND NEITHER SHOULD YOU NO MATTER WHAT THE CIRCUMSTANCES BECAUSE LOVE IS PERCEIVER-ORIENTED AND IF A 13 YEAR OLD GIRL SAYS SHE’S MADLY IN LOVE WITH JOHNNY FOOTBALL HERO AND WRITES HIS INITIALS INSIDE OF HEARTS ALL OVER HER NOTEBOOKS THEN BY GOLLY SHE’S IN LOVE! ANYWAYS I’M IN LOVE RIGHT NOW BY MY ABSTRACT DEFINITION OR SHOULD I SAY THAT MY NEUROTRANSMITTERS AND RECEPTORS AND OOOH MY HORMONES ARE IN LOVE? WELL WHATEVER IT IS, IT FEELS GOOD OH YES IT FEELS GOOD I HATE HOW MY HAPPINESS IS SO RELIANT ON HIM BUT I DON’T REALLY HATE IT BECAUSE GOD I’M HAPPY YOU KNOW IT’S JUST KIND OF DISCONCERTING THAT HE MAKES ME SO HAPPY BECAUSE WHAT IF I DIDN’T HAVE HIM WHAT THEN? THINGS JUST FEEL SO RIGHT WITH HIM IT’S LIKE WE WERE “MEANT TO BE” WHICH IS A LOAD OF METAPHYSICAL BS AND I KNOW IT BUT I MEAN WE’RE JUST SO COMPATIBLE I DON’T THINK THERE’S ANYONE OUT THERE WHO’S ON SUCH A SIMILAR WAVELENGTH OH MAN I AM SO FORTUNATE TO HAVE FOUND HIM AND I MEAN IT’S THE SIMILARITIES THAT ALLOW US TO UNDERSTAND EACH OTHER SO WELL BUT THE DIFFERENCES THAT KEEP THINGS INTERESTING. ALL I WANT IS TO BE WITH HIM AND TO TOUCH HIM AND TO LOOK INTO HIS EYES AND OH MAN THERE’S SO MUCH WE HAVE TO LEARN ABOUT EACH OTHER AND IT’S DELICIOUS! AND IT SOUNDS SILLY LIKE THIS VITARE SCRUB HERE BUT GOD DO I WANT TO SPEND THE REST OF MY LIFE WITH HIM AND RAISE CHILDREN WITH HIM OH MY GOD WE’LL BE SO HAPPY I CAN’T SEE MYSELF GETTING TIRED OF HIM EVER I ONLY HOPE THAT HE WON’T GET TIRED OF ME EITHER. I HOPE THAT THE FEELING OF UNWORTHINESS GOES AWAY BECAUSE IF IT DOESN’T IT WILL DRIVE HIM AWAY BUT I JUST FEEL SO LUCKY TO HAVE FOUND SOMEONE SO IDEAL. HE LOVES EVERYTHING ABOUT ME THAT OTHERS HAVE TURNED AWAY FROM AND THAT’S REALLY THE MAIN THING, EVEN MORE THAN THIS AMAZINGLY IN-DEPTH UNDERSTANDING THAT WE HAVE BETWEEN US, THAT CONVINCES ME THAT WE’RE PERFECT FOR EACH OTHER. I ALWAYS THOUGHT THAT I’D CHANGE FOR MY TRUE LOVE AND YES THAT STILL APPLIES I MEAN I’M NOT GONNA TAKE FOR GRANTED THAT HE’LL ALWAYS BE THERE DESPITE MY BEHAVIOR BUT NOW I THINK THAT IT’S A LOT LESS ABOUT CHANGE/COMPROMISE AND MORE ABOUT LOVING EACH OTHER FOR WHO WE ARE WHICH IS SOMETHING THAT I DIDN’T EVEN THINK POSSIBLE BEFORE HIM. AND I DON’T FEEL LIKE WE ‘BRING OUT THE BEST’ IN EACH OTHER WHICH IS ANOTHER ONE OF THOSE COMMON MANTRAS BECAUSE IT’S REALLY NOT THAT I MEAN IT’S NOT LIKE WE’RE DIFFERENT AROUND EACH OTHER FROM HOW WE ARE AROUND EVERYONE ELSE IT’S JUST THAT WE SEE THE BEST IN EACH OTHER IT DOESN’T JUST MAGICALLY COME OUT IT’S ALWAYS THERE BUT OUR PERSONALITIES JUST INTERMINGLE SO NICELY THAT IT BECOMES THE BEST IN US YOU KNOW? IT’S BEAUTIFUL REALLY AND THE FUTURE IS SO PROMISING I FEEL AMAZING ABOUT MY LIFE AND THINKING ABOUT HIM MAKES EVERYTHING EVEN BETTER. AND IT STILL MAKES MY HEART BEAT FAST AND GIVES ME ALL THESE AMAZING FEELINGS WHICH VARY DEPENDING ON HOW I CHOOSE TO THINK OF HIM AND HONESTLY I CAN’T SEE THAT EVER CHANGING. IT’S WONDERFUL. THEREFORE I’M GOING TO SLEEP l</p>
<p>■■■??!!! Dude please stop with the tidiculous stuff. I cant even read that.</p>
<p>“Tidiculous”? Whatever that word means, I humbly beg to differ: I find my post very well-written. The grammar and punctuation, in particular, are impeccable.</p>
<p>Poseur = EPIC.</p>
<p>That is certainly NOT epic. It hurts my i’s.</p>
<p>you hurt your sister’s i’s</p>