<p>I just calculated all my grades before the finals I will have 2 A's ; 1 C and D. This will make my GPA a 2.82. I have been battling to get into 3.0. This will NOT happen. I am 20 years old turning 21 this year and I still have 2 years of course load for my major which I have NOT even started yet. It is Computer Science. Well actually it's math until I can get into the engineering program <em>sigh</em> My college may not allow me to get into the program beacuse of the D in Bio which brings my science GPA down. I got an A in physics though but and I have yet to take Chem. but I really cannot imagine taking a full course load with bio again. It's impossible for me. I'll kill myself first. I feel trapped and I hate myself and college. I'm thinking of transferring again for the second time to revive my GPA. But I will NOT go to a community college. going to one was what screwed me in the first place. I'm thinking of transferring to another college in my state if I can get in with a 2.82 ******* GPA. some one please give me advice.</p>
<p>Also changing majors is out of the question. Nothing else interests me and I just want a secure office job and die alone in a small apartment that's all I want a secure future. It's computer science or suicide.</p>
<p>The college I'm thinking about going to has a computer science program that I believe does not have as many obstacles to get into. I don't think it's part of a school of engineering. So it may be possible to major in it right off the bat.</p>
<p>If I can't transfer then maybe I could just take the bio course alone and put 100% into. but this will take me to 7 + years of schooling just to become a mediocre programmer. Is college even for me anymore?</p>