hi guys i feel like a terrible person

Pre-College Issues High School Life
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<p>so my friend asked me to help her with calculus during and i basically agreed sure i'll see if i can, i think i can, and then call you around five or six, and you can come over. </p>

<p>i honestly had all intentions of helping her when she asked during lunch and even when i left school i was still planning to call her then i got into the car and fall asleep i realized i was ridiculously tired (all nighter before) and began to feel extremely disenchanted with the prospect, so i just went to bed, telling myself "a quick nap, all the while thinking, well, i guess i’ll just tell her i fell asleep. “accidentally.”</p>

<p>and now i woke up at like nine with this dreadful feeling and i was like SHIIIIT and sent her three texts and i guess i told her the part truth — but the part about being sorry was completely true — and now there is no reply. great. </p>

<p>i feel like a selfish b*tch. which i guess i am, to a point. jesus christ i feel so guilty</p>

<p>then my assh*le side of me points out all the instances in which i helped her before and asks me really, should you feel guilty for turning down indirectly a request for a favor?</p>

<p>then my other other side chirps in and saids — THIS IS WHY YOU HAVE NO FRIENDS. DON’T EXPECT HELP FROM ANYONE, EVER.</p>

<p>Ffffml. i just hope it’s not awkward tomorrow and she’ll be nice although if i were her i’d be seriously incensed </p>

<p>what do i do and am i a terrible person arsejlkssdfas i feel so bad now</p>

<p>AH</p>

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<p>if she’s a good friend she’ll be 99% understanding. Sorry you feel so bad about it.</p>

<p>lol would you really be incensed? or are you just saying that because you feel what you’ve done is terrible, and think if you feel so terrible about it than it must be a bad thing, and so something it would be appropriate to be incensed about if someone else did it…</p>

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<p>relax. you were really tired, so you obviously weren’t thinking straight when you went to sleep. I think a good friend will be understanding. also, stop texting her. do it one or two times. there’s no point in doing it more, she gets the message. now it’s up to her to respond.</p>

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<p>You apologized and explained the situation; there’s no need to beat yourself up over it. She should understand.</p>

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<p>I don’t think what you did sounds that bad. All nighters suck, she’ll understand. Just calm down and she’ll probably be way less annoyed.</p>