Hurting

Pre-College Issues High School Life
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<p>As this is online i guess i'm posting it cuz no one is going to tell me
to go to guidance counceler and because i want to know that at least one person knows my emotions
don't worry tho...i'm not a suicidal kid (columbine i think was awful)
lol</p>

<p>What It feels like to be me
It’s feeling like there is a war every single time at home
It’s like loving someone who hurts you
It’s like your so afraid of telling someone how much your hurting because its so painful
It’s like you really wanna protect someone but you can’t cuz you’ll get hurt
It’s like setting really high expectations to work hard so you can block out whats happening
It’s like killing yourself everyday to maintain those expecations
It’s seeing the people around you and envying them
It’s questioning why we’re still alive
It’s becoming detatched to world and uncaring
It’s becoming lost and not knowing the next step
Get it?</p>

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<p>Wow, I read your post, and went back to get a "feel" of who you are, and saw a thread titled "Caught Cutting", and jumped to conclusions, and phew, not what I thought.</p>

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<p>Yeah, I was like that too. It'll pass.</p>

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<p>yes...
that thread title was a bit ambiguous...
i must say many others reached that same idea when they
read it...</p>