I Can('t) Wait!

<p>Oh boy. Do I want to know? I'm a long shot, like everyone else. Did they like my essays? Did they think my activities were varied enough? Was I involved enough? Should I have done Football instead of Tennis? I hope my AP scores don't hurt me. I didn't taken them that serious, I promise. I'm third in the class, but I'm the only one in my class to have all As since freshman year, and I've taken, officially, more honors classes than the two above me, and the 221 below me. Its because I took extra classes like ind. study econ and government, and classes like jazz band in the mornings. That won't hurt me though right? They'll understand that. Jazz band was/is important to me, and I'm sure they'll understand that. I know this should have gone under the venting post, but I thought I would just start another one.</p>

<p>Use this thread to go through your thoughts like I did. Good luck.</p>

<p>my thoughts: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!</p>

<p>Did I come off as too cutesy? Will I look too one-sided? Did my optional rec ever arrive? Was my essay cliche? What makes me stand out, again? Why did I only emphasize one activity over the others? Did my passion come across as fake? What is my re-calculated GPA? What are my odds of acceptance, if I'm deferred? Maybe I should have stuck with Debate longer. WHy did I write 3 essays (2 short, 1 long) about the same activity? Did my roomate-essay's attempt at humor fall flat? What kind of impression did I leave? What will they say when I call them tomorrow? WIll they answer the phone at 8:30 sharp? Should I miss class? What will my reaction be? How many people are going to ask me tomorrow (tons...)? Why is this whole process so damn stressful?</p>

<p>Did my essay flat-out suck? Do they even understand what it is that my sport is? Is my third short essay totally irrelevant? Thank God my school doesn't rank. Are the smatterings of B grades going to hurt? Is my SAT good enough? Does legacy pull hard?</p>