I just might have a panic attack!

<p>I heard on another post that in-state students have already received their decisions at my #1 school
before i knew this I was already going through the insane ritual of checking my mail the second i got home and checking my e-mail about twenty times a day ( even though I know they don't release decision online)
but now I am going ( or maybe i'be already gone) insane
how am I supposed to function right now?
i know a lot of people are feeling the same stress right now... but i felt like ranting</p>