Hello everyone!
I am a rising senior and I just received my senior schedule. I need some help figuring out what to do, though.
Sophomore year I took; AP Euro (scored a 5) and three honors courses in english, precalc, and chemistry. (I wanted to take more APs but my school only has Euro for sophomores)
So junior year, I took four AP courses: Calc AB, Chem, USH, and English Lang. I’m expecting good results from these.
However, for senior year, I was banking on getting AP Gov, AP Psych, AP Calc BC, AP Lit and Honors Physics.
Unfortunately, I had a lot of scheduling conflicts this year so right now I’m signed up for Gov, Calc BC, Lit, and they put me in AP Spanish Language. No honors physics and no psych.
I’m working on rearranging it but I don’t know what to do. I really, really don’t want to take AP Spanish. Although I am hispanic and have some native spanish speaking skills deep down (I was taught Spanish when I was young, but we stopped when I turned about 8) I am extremely nervous to take this class. I took Spanish I, II, and III throughout high school, but the teacher was very relaxed so I didn’t learn a lot these three years. Plus, when I speak spanish, I don’t know why, but I get extremely nervous and I just blank. I can understand almost everything I hear, it’s just I get myself so worried about spanish…it’s almost like I have an anxiety attack if I’m put on the spot to speak. I know it’s all in my head, and I know that I CAN speak it, I’ve done it, just sometimes I get nervous!
Okay, so if I drop the AP Spanish I can take intro to psych, but then that would leave me with only three AP courses and no honors. I wanted to take AP Stats online, but my counselor told me not to do that. She said colleges don’t want to see these online courses. She would rather I take the AP Spanish.
I’m like stuck here. The teacher for AP Spanish is really good and he’s known me for a long time. The other day he asked me if I was taking AP Spanish and i told him probably not. He almost begged me to take the class. He promises me that he will bring me up to speed and help me as much as I needed. My mom is a native speaker as well and she told me she would help me and possibly get me a tutor if needed. I just don’t know what to do. I took a look at a practice spanish exam and I was already overwhelmed. However, knowing that I have the support from my teacher and parents doesn’t make it seem as scary.
Any advice would be appreciated. I am applying to top caliber schools do I feel like taking three APs is hurting me compared to my junior year courseload.
Thank you in advance.