<p>I feel like when I first discovered this as a freshman I scourged the whole forum on advice and info my whole sophomore year and had this CC mentality.</p>
<p>Now as a junior APs divert my focus and I feel... more lazy? Losing the CC mentality? I don't know I feel like I should be here more often to feel competitive haha</p>
<p>There is not as much drama as there was when I first joined but right now it is down season once spring comes around thsi forum will be drama filled and fun again :)</p>
<p>CC always encourages me to do my best, but I always feel like I am not doing enough, which amplifies my stress insanely. Since I have stopped spending so much time on here, my stress level decreased. Which makes it hard to want to come back, I guess. It feels like I need to, so I can step up my game and have the motivation.</p>