I was accepted to the university of connecticut campus in may. To my dismay, i was branched to a satellite commuter campus 40 minutes from my house in Milford to the Waterbury branch campus. Since uconn was my top choice i decided to give the commuter campus a shot. Now attending this campus for my first week i find myself bored, depressed, and quite frankly intimidated by the vast courseload. It takes me about 2 hours total just to get ready for and travel to the campus to classes and back home. I find myself vacant of any activities what so ever. As a high school student i emersed myself in extracurriculars and sports. Here it feels depressing because all i seem to do is go to class and go home with absolutely no social interactions. I find myself having to worry about when/ how ill manage paying for gas and my meals especially on days i have 3 classes.Not only that but i find myself questioning my very presence at this college or college career altogether. Id like to work as an emt however i dont think itd fit my schedule And im still asking myself Should i drop out of college?Should i transfer to a campus with room and board? Should i appeal to go to the main campus? Should i just begin a career as an emt and forget about my aspirations to study medicine?What would happen if i decided to drop out?
Now let me go a little further about myself. I was in the top third of my class, i did poorly freshman and sophomore year. I was a four year varsity athlete for track and cross country and i enjoyed my job as a lifeguard, Swim instructor, and tour guide for our cities historical society. Two words that would define me would be outgoing, and caring. As for my academics, i took mostly honors classes but the only exception was math which i seemed to do very poorly in. I completed my jr year with a 3.8, sr year with a 4.0 and avg in about a 3.5 gpa.I excelled in the sciences and i planned to pursue a career in health care. As a result i took emt classes and passed the tests no problem. As for my sat scores they weren’t up to par with my gpa, i had a 500 in reading 500 in writing, and 450 in math with a total of 1450/2400.