<p>Here's my long story, a little about myself. See if you can help me.</p>
<p>I dont really know if I will like engineering. Im currently an RN, and thinking about a career change.</p>
<p>However, Im gonna research this to death until I find something I really like before I make the big jump.</p>
<p>I LOVE to research stuff on the internet, and love to learn about everything in life.
I started to get really bored with the routine stuff in nursing. However, when the new stuff happens, I get nervous when I dont have enough time to figure out whats wrong.<br>
I like to think things through carefully, and find the best answer. Nursing doesnt allow me to do that. It is a fast pace environment that demands fast and critical thinking, and going with your gut feelings.</p>
<p>I hate it when Im bombarded with too many problems at the same time. And each problem can be dealt with by a number of possibilities. Sometimes there is no definite answer, and you just go with what youve got. Im not the kind that lives on adrenaline and get excited when I dont know whats coming through those doors.</p>
<p>I usually like to know all the facts and have time to carefully analyze them, especially when Im dealing with human lives. I like to think methologically and to focus one problem at a time, not thirty.</p>
<p>I feel rewarded when I figure out something that has got a lot of people puzzled or looking foolish. </p>
<p>I think Im creative, but not an artist. So dont know how well I will do in designing things.</p>
<p>I get bored easily. I usually start on a project and master it, and then get uninterested. That happens a lot with my crafts and hobbies. I learned how to play all kinds of instruments, learned stained glass, painting, making jewelry, how to knit, and crochet, and tons of other crafts but I got bored easily and gave up on every one of them.</p>
<p>I feel rewarded the most when Im doing something that will benefit others, but it has to do with something that I create or thought of. That way I feel like I have a part in it.
I think I do like solving problems. However, its sometimes questionable because I get frustrated when problems arise in my nursing career. I think its because we have to think too much using our gut (intuitive), and not our logic (sensing) in nursing that makes it hard for me. And problems usually come all at the same time, and you have only a second to decide how to do it all at once, using time management. I think my sensing side takes over when Im stressed. I dont necessarily have the curiosity to take things apart and study them and find out how they work. But I definitely like to help someone when they cant figure out a problem. And it feels really rewarding to me when I have an AHA! moment. I also love playing solitaire, puzzles, trivial and logic games.</p>
<p>I like working with projects where I can see the results. </p>
<p>I never really built things with legos as a child I dont know if that was more of a guy thing. But I did build sand castles whenever we were at the beach. I dont remember if I was in love with building. What I did build was forts with the sofa cushions and played house. Also, I would plead my parents for their boxes and cut windows in them and played house. I placed that cardboard house on a little red wagon and dragged my sister along in it. I think that was my first idea of inventing something. Another thing I did in high school that I was really proud of was, I made an entire display of the house in the book Tortilla Flat completely out of paper mache, and then painted it all with nail polish. I even made a miniature rifle to go with the scene, and my teacher was impressed. </p>
<p>I wanted to be an astronaut when I was younger. Basically just because it was the highest goal I could ever wish for. I sort of dream of overachieving.</p>
<p>Im very persistent. I can be a very hard worker. I can sit by the computer and do research all day long. Or work on a project all day long. Very focused when in that state. Most of the time, Im lazy. But once I put my mind on achieving something, I wont stop. Thats how I got my nursing degree. However I dont like it when Im force to lead people or when someone is breathing down my neck watching my every move. I enjoy working alone, but I think that I will enjoy being a part of an excellent team of workers who are serious with their work. I hate working with people who are non-compliant, and who are not serious about their job. That happens a lot in nursing, and it screws up my work and efforts, and most of the time I have to take the responsibility.</p>
<p>I am however a go-by-the-rule person though. I read that engineers dont like to follow the rules. I follow the rules to the T, EXCEPT when I dont agree with them. Then I dont.</p>
<p>My personality is ISTJ, but Im thinking that my S is actually an N half of the time when Im my normal self. When Im focused or thinking it is mostly S, but when Im quiet, and relaxing, I find myself day dreaming up the most craziest possibilities and ideas (N).<br>
I find that Im a very critical person. There goes the following the rules personality again. I see that I do that with art and design, and everything that touches human lives. I look at things and notice that it doesnt function well, or that the designer missed something very crucial. I love interior design magazines, but I think its because I love how the interior of the houses are built to fit the lifestyle of humans. Sometimes I wish I could design my own dishes, because I simply cant find anything that fits my needs or taste. Same goes for the sofas. </p>
<p>Im thinking between engineering or Architecture. I love the design of homes, but I dont think I would want to limit myself to buildings. When looking at the functions of a home or an object, I think about stuff such as what you might learn in ergonomics or human factors. My pet peeve is to see homes or objects that do not function well or are poorly designed. It doesnt fit the needs of people.</p>
<p>I want to feel like Ive done something meaningful in my life. Nursings not cutting it. It doesnt feel rewarding even when Im better at it than others, or even if I helped patients. </p>
<p>I used to play around with HTML codes for my myspace, I got good, but I wasnt too interested in it. My RN job gave me an opportunity to play with health informatics. I only had about one week of training, which was not sufficient at all, but I think I did really well. While helping staff use the computer system I really felt like I was getting to know the stuff even better than the ITs that were helping us. It just surprised me that they couldnt answer some of the questions the staff were asking, when I already knew the answer to them. I asked myself why, and there could only be two answers. Either I was really good at it, or they are not competent in the system. But I cant see myself doing that for many years I think Id get bored to death. The system lacked a lot of charting functions that the nurses needed, and I was irritated at that as well. Poorly design and hard to navigate and find info. </p>
<p>So what do you think? Am I engineering material, or should I look elsewhere?</p>