I need to make a decision within a week and I’d really like any advice.
I have an impairing case of social anxiety disorder. I think I’ve done everything I can on my own. I’ve read a lot of self help, confidence, and active listening books. I’ve signed up for several volunteer institutes but I’d always end up getting discouraged for not being able to hold any conversations. If I stay at college, I know I wont be able to make any meaningful connections because I don’t have the skills to be able to listen without being crowded by these delusion fears… I know academics is important. I was the valedictorian in highschool so even considering this option is painful but I’m sure that connecting with people is far more important.
Also, I’ve been taking premed courses but I don’t think being a medical doctor is the right job for me. I’m not sure if this is influenced by my anxiety or if it’s my personality. If it’s the latter, I am at a complete loss. I feel like it will be such a waste of money to aimlessly pursue medicine simply for the sake of staying in college.
what do you guys think?
I think seeking professional help is a good idea. Best wishes.
Worthwhile.
Get the help, and during your time off also work or volunteer and you will come back that much stronger.
That was what I was planning to do if I do stay back. Thank you for the encouragement 
If you decide to do this, contact your college and ask about deferring for a semester.
Are you in college? Then go to the counseling center and talk to them ASAP. It is VERY VERY important that if you withdraw for the semester that you do it properly so you won’t have F’s in your courses, owe money and be able to go back if you want.
It may indeed be worth it to take a semester’s worth of medical leave.
As others have said, the counseling center on campus can get the ball rolling with this. Make an appointment to go talk to someone there, and they’ll help you decide whether you can effectively get treatment while staying or whether you need a semester off.