<p>Sometimes, like right now, on a day when I don't have anything <em>urgent</em> which I need to worry about, I realize that life and my future are going to suck whatever I decide to do.</p>
<p>Free time to do things I enjoy= Not enough money
Money = No free time or sleep and work becomes my life...</p>
<p>At college, it sounds like there will be endless studying... If I go into investment banking, then there will be endless working...</p>
<p>You know, Saugus, you should go for a mile-long run. Try not to stop. Exercise releases endorphins that will lift your entire mood and beautify your perspectives on everything in general. And eat some frozen blueberries. Those things=heaven.</p>
<p>Although to try to be actually helpful, you could also make lots of money doing stuff you enjoy. Eh, eh?</p>
<p>Couple that with the fact I lived in the middle of freakin no where with low-lifes, no places to hang out, and having to use lots of money for gas to go to meaningful places. . .and you do start to feel EXTREMELY frustrated. . .</p>
<p>I think your problem has more to do with neurological imbalances than anything else. The terrible future you describe is the same one many people face - and yet somehow manage to live well with. So I don’t think the future is the problem, I think it’s your conceptions of the future, which is being influenced by how you are feeling now. And my would be that you are not having a particularly fun and exiting and happy time at present.</p>
<p>But I understand what you are thinking. Maybe the future isn’t as limited as you think though. What are they things you enjoy? maybe also there are other things that you would enjoy greatly, which wouldn’t cost money?</p>
<p>I don’t really know how others cope with life. But I think some people manage better than others. And what I mean by that is some people feel less sadness and less loneliness. Really, I am quite confused about how others “feel” living there life. I only know how I feel in my life, or at least I think i do, and for me it’s quite a confusing thing to explain.</p>
<p>I don’t think we should ever silently wallow too much. That sounds awfully sad. But I don’t know - some silent wallowing might give perspective and be helpful overall. But I think no one should feel despair, be at a complete loss of how to deal with life, and so on.</p>