<p>I'm severely depressed and have resorted to some self-destructive behavior in the last few weeks. I was diagnosed with PTSD in the past but haven't been to therapy/been medicated for it in years. After talking to some school counselors, I came to the conclusion that taking a medical leave of absence would be good for my mental/general health. I talked to the registrar and it seems I either have to withdraw completely or wait until Christmas break to take a LOA. I know there's only about 8 more weeks left in the semester, but thinking about having to go through with it makes me want to throw up. My parents are not supportive of my decision; they're understandably worried that I will lose my scholarship... I just can't do this anymore.</p>
<p>Don’t think about the 8 weeks as a whole. You only need to get through a day, one at a time. I recommend that you keep seeing the counselors at your school, and if you’re open to the idea again, see if the health facilities will prescribe you medication to help you cope.</p>
<p>If you do not feel that you can do this, then talk to financial aid and see what would happen to your scholarship if you withdrew for medical reasons. Get all of the facts before making your decision so that you are not stuck in a more difficult position later.</p>