Hello,
so yes, I got accepted ED to Northwestern. I am going to major in Econ (although this might change in the future).
I applied to MMSS program at Northwestern and I got accepted. I was interested to be part of this program at first, but now I am just not sure of myself.
I don’t LOVe Math but I don’t necessarily hate math either. However, I’m not exceptionally a math genius. I got 800 for My SAT & SAT II Math, 5 on AP calc AB and currently not failing in AP Calc BC. But I don’t really believe that these scores really measures my mathematical ability.
From what I know, classes at Northwestern are very quick paced due to the quarter system. I heard that MMSS has fastER pace, due to the higher caliber of the class.
I was so naive, thinking that after high school, I would not have to worry about my GPA anymore and really dive in to the art of LEARNING. But well, it turns out, I was so stupidly naive. For grad school, it seems as if college GPA really matters a lot. I am afraid if I take this MMSS, I won’t be able to successfully absorb the material in the program (since it’s really fast-paced and advanced and all…) and fail to get good GPAs.
But another part of me thinks that I should not let go of this chance to be part of a very prestigious and interesting program (or else I will regret).
In long term, I know taking the MMSS program will be very helpful for me. However, my real questions are: “Will I be able to survive in this program? Which would be more beneficial for me? Not taking MMSS and have higher chance of getting good GPA, or taking MMSS and aim for all the benefits that comes from its prestige?”
Ugh, what should I do? Should I take the offer? I hate when I have to make choices… and plus, I am not exactly a person with lots of confidence. I doubt myself a lot (sometimes this helps though). I don’t know if I will be able to do well (And get good GPA) in MMSS. I need to give the reply by March 1st and I am stuck.
Wow now I sound like a really obnoxious incoming freshman who is unnecessarily worried about everything. Anyways, I would really appreciate any advice from you, if you are reading this.
Thank you.