My apologies, and hypocrisy - my dark side.

<p>Yesterday, I posted a flagrantly idiotic and malicious post concerning the nature of my school.</p>

<p><a href="http://talk.collegeconfidential.com/showthread.php?t=261679%5B/url%5D"&gt;http://talk.collegeconfidential.com/showthread.php?t=261679&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p>

<p>I must say, I'm not surprised at the response, mostly accusations of being sheltered and class conscious. Honestly, I was a bit shocked myself to see how unprepared I was for the diversity of the real world, as opposed to my little niche group. I'm beyond sheltered; I'd always considered myself open-minded, but I agree that I must be anything but. Instead of proving anything about the people in those classes, it was a testament of a nasty truth about myself - that I'm no better than the elitists that I frown upon.</p>

<p>I do have to say, though, that I merely expressed shock, and meant no insult through my post, and I hope I've offended no one.</p>

<p>A painful dose of reality for me, not that the world has a diverse group of people, but how narrow-minded I actually am, and the extent of my hypocrisy. Even at the time I wrote my post, I had not stopped to think of how contradictory it was to everything that I profess to believe in - my denouncation of stereotyping and whatnot. What pains me greatly is that I knew it was wrong, yet it was still my first response - I can't even attribute it to ignorance. I have no defense for my thoughts.</p>

<p>I'm not sure what I'm saying, exactly, but it feels important to say it.</p>

<p>As you repremand your self for being so hypocritical. I will be the first one to say, people aren't placed on this earth with a little perfect omniscient view of whats going on, it takes experiences such as the one you wrote about yesterday to fully understand the scope of the world that we live in. Although you might have goofed by writing that post, it is not like nobody else has preconcieved notions. Our whole entire world is built upon preconceived notions, and you are obviously doing an ok job if you broke one, and you showed this through your admitance/appology that you just wrote here.</p>

<p>So hats off to you.</p>

<p>Yeah. Live and learn. :)</p>

<p>grow up.......</p>

<p>God don't beat yourself up about it...it's not your fault...I agree, you need to grow up. It feels good to talk like this and all...but, calm down?</p>

<p>We're not trying to be mean to you, By the way.</p>

<p>No, I understand. I'm quite the immature person, and don't I know it. :D</p>

<p>Still, it was an unpleasant shock.</p>

<p>Eh. I've mellowed now. Thanks. :)</p>