<p>I really, really need some advice on what to do. I made poor choices in where I applied, did not consider what types of aid the schools offered, or average aid packages etc. I unwittingly applied to schools without merit aid and my family does not qualify for much need based. I can't afford anywhere I have been accepted for this fall. The most generous package would still leave me about 105,000 in debt in the end. </p>
<p>I've been looking for outside scholarships I could compete for this entire time, but I can't find many I qualify for. I am a U.S. Citizen, but I won a scholarship to live in Swaziland for the past two years. I moved back to the U.S in november when I graduated highschool. My problem is not being currently enrolled in a highschool or not having graduated from the U.S. I found a couple I still qualify for that I have applied to/ will apply for, etc. (if anyone knows of anything I might be able to apply for, please let me know)</p>
<p>My parents have told me that it is my education and that they are done with it, so I am getting no advice from them. </p>
<p>What do you feel would be the best option for me to pursue? Do I not accept any offers, work for a year and apply next fall? Does this affect my chances to win merit aid when I apply next year? Do I accept the cheapest one, go into massive debt and just work it out later? Do I accept the cheapest one, and go into a more lucrative field than what I was planning on so that I might stand a chance, and go back to school later? I am looking at rolling admissions schools, but is it worth my time to apply to them now? There won't be space or money left, or is there still a chance? Also, if I wait for their decisions it will be too late to accept my place at the schools I've been accepted to. </p>
<p>I've been spending hours every day reading and googling and researching since I came to this conclusion and I just can't figure out what I should be looking at, or doing, and I feel shut out by my parents and like I have no one to discuss this with at all.</p>
<p>I'm not expecting definitive answers, but I really could use some other people's opinions or advice on what it is I should do.</p>
<p>Thanks.</p>