<p>Okay. I'm having a lot of trouble deciding between the two. I'm just going to lay out the facts. It's a lot to read, I know. But seriously, any input would be REALLYREALLY appreciated. I'm stressing out.</p>
<p>For Stern I got the Stern Scholarship. It's $20,000 per year. It's based on both financial need and merit. In order to maintain this scholarship I need to demonstrate similar financial need while at NYU and maintain a certain GPA. (I tried looking for the GPA I need to maintain but couldn't find it anywhere, does anyone know what it is?)</p>
<p>I also got a work-study worth $3,000 a year. But according to my research, I have to earn all that money on an on campus job to get that, correct?</p>
<p>So altogether that's around 80-90 K out of the about $220,000 paid for. Still leaving about $130,000 for my family and I to pay. </p>
<p>I also got into Rutgers Honors Business. I got the Presidential Scholarship. It's $96,000 for all four years. Which I guess is full ride. It includes tuition, room and board, even food. And it's the honors program, so I guess I'd get the perks of that.</p>
<p>So hopefully you can see my dilemma. If I were to go to Stern, my parents and I would need to still pay a lot. We can afford it, but it will definitely put some economic stress on my family. Tighter budgeting. A bunch of loans, that I will partly have to pay off myself for many MANY years to come. But on the plus side, it's stern! I love the city. It's been my top choice for a very long time. I wouldn't call it my dream school (I made sure never to get too attached to any one school.) but I definitely looked forward to going there. I also applied Early Decision there. So if I decided on Rutgers, I'd need to rescind NYU. Does anyone know how that process works? (Like, will they hate me? lawl.) They said I could rescind if based on economic reasons, which this would be. So I'm hoping it wouldn't be that big of a deal. Anyone know?</p>
<p>Rutgers on the other hand, is still a great school. I wouldn't really mind going there. And it's free, giving me more time to focus on other things rather than worry if I'm able to work/ pay off my tuition. And apparently the honors program really grooms you for business. Gives you individualized attention. Helps get you great nyc scholarships. </p>
<p>ANY INPUT WOULD SERIOUSLY BE HELPFUL. i'm so dazed and so incredibly confused right now.</p>