<p>omg should i have just asked her the decision?</p>
<p>omg..... maybe i should have......... i should ahve asked is silver_wavez, freakish, glory, chumboy, antisthenes, angelnikki, curiouskatie, kissoff etc etc IN?</p>
<p>holy crap... im talking to myself.. for the past god knows how many hours since i got home from school.. .. all ive done this evening is talking on the phone, talking on msn/aim, texting, posting crazily on cc, talking over the dinner table...</p>
<p>TALKING NON STOP! im like a fog horn.. i cant stop lol..</p>
<p>hmm so thats 5:30am..
nah ill be sleeping..
neway i dont wanna get all worked up right before opening that email...</p>
<p>i was meant to be drunk on saturday morning when i opened that email... so now....i need to sleep and open it as i just wake up.. so the pain will still be numbed if it is a r..</p>
<p>i still can't believe this.. it's hit me but it hasn't hit me..
i def. did not imagine that conversation with jessica marinaccio..
omg.. someone please call her again to re-confirm my confrimation</p>