<p>I know I'm probably freaking out too much.. or maybe just right. I'm about to start my fourth semester of college in January, and I haven't done so hot in my first three semesters. </p>
<p>1st semester freshmen year
Gen Bio : B
Stats : B-
English : A
Social Psych : A-
Sociology : B</p>
<p>2nd semester freshmen year:
Cell Bio: C
Speech: B
Literature : B+
Developmental Psych: B</p>
<p>1st semester sophomore year:
Gen chem : B-
History: C-
Cog. Psych : B
Abnormal Psych: B+
Music: B</p>
<p>What makes me mad is that the classes that are easy... such as Music and History.. I didn't try that hard in them and i know they're gonna hurt my GPA. Do you think I should re-take history? I was planning on re-taking cell bio since I got a C in it. As for Gen. Chem, I didn't put any effort into it this semester, but for next semester, Im going to devote more time to it and hopefully get an A. </p>
<p>Looking back on my first year of college, I regret not putting as much time as I should have into my classes because I took easy classes...just didn't put in much effort. I know these are going to sound like excuses, but I was very depressed my first semester of college, and then second semester I was okay, but I got cheated on and it just hit me really hard...and now looking back, I don't know why I let it get to me..</p>
<p>So this fall semester, i decided to buckle down and not let other people, such as boys and their problems, bother me. But it happened again. I know this probably looks so bad that the reason I can't do well in school is because boys upset me, ha. But I got kinda cheated on again in the beginning of the semester, and then my bf broke up with me right before finals this semester. As much as I wanted to focus on school, I couldn't and now seeing my final grades, I wish I hadn't given any thought to those problems. </p>
<p>Also, my history grade got dropped a whole letter grade because I missed 3 more classes than I was allowed to because I had bad stomach pains and it wasn't excused because I couldn't get a doctor's note. </p>
<p>Sorry its long :[!</p>