<p>Basically I'm afraid to mention this to my parents because knowing them I'm 100% certain they'll refuse to take me to see a professorial and I'm only 17 so consent is needed. </p>
<p>I pretty much spend my entire day from start to finish daydreaming, school or not. Even if it's something enjoyable or interesting or even if It's something extremely important like a test review or if the teacher is going over homework, I'll Stop paying attention within minutes. </p>
<p>I also don't stay on one particular task for a long time. I would go on youtube.com and look up a lecture or something for my math class and find the video too long or boring after watching it for only a few seconds and end up spending the next hour or so skimming through bits and pieces of several videos only to go back to the original video which coincidentally is usually the best video. Sometimes I'll think of something while watching the video, and I'll have to repeat the video several times to comprehend what was going on during the lecture. Now thats the BEST case scenario. </p>
<p>Usually I end up spending my entire day switching from activity to activity without necessarily going in depth with any of them. 10mins on facebook, 10mins reading random forums, 20 mins watching TVs, 20-30mins pacing around my house for some reason, a few minutes lying on my bed,rinse and repeat. Before I realize it, 1:00 AM already. I Finally do whatever class work I need to do but I still do the above things in the middle of my assignments and now its time to go to school. So hey, I just pulled an all-nighter for a silly worksheet that should have taken only a few minutes to complete, FANTASTIC. This happens pretty frequently actually, probably 3-4 times a week; on sunday I usually sleep untill 4-5 PM, no joke. </p>
<p>I continued to research it a bit more and its not like I have some symptoms, I have nearly ALL the symptoms. </p>
<p>"loses things and forgetful" You would be surprised about the sheer amount of pencils,papers, and various other material I lose. I don't think I've ever had a writing utensil for more than a 2-3 days, tops. </p>
<p>"Excessive distractibility", Basically if anyone in a room is talking about anything at all it becomes exponentially more difficult to do more work.</p>
<p>The list goes on but I don't want to bore you guys with a giant wall of text. </p>
<p>Every year I tell myself I'm going to do better, I'm going to stay organized, I'm going to at least get As and Bs maybe a few Cs and ill do okay for the first few weeks, but by the time the first quarter ends thats all down the drain. To be honest the only time I was EVER able to pull this off was in 7th grade(straight As for 1 semester and some Bs the 2nd semester) and I had to put in TREMENDOUS amounts effort and this was in BLOCKED-YEAR LONG classes. Usually the teacher would finish up early or we'll have a day or so dedicated to work(1 hour and 20min periods) but I could never get any of it done during class. I always had to do my classwork/in-school homework @ home. I'm at school for 7 hours and 30mins + 30min round trip bus rides and the 10min walk back to my house. along with time required to get ready and what-not and the fact that i spend at least 2 hours of my time at home on work that should have been done during class was a bit ridiculous.I was always the only one walking home with a bag full of books. We're looking at nearly 10 hours thats spent on course work thats not even vigorous by any means. Hell 90% of the "homework" is classwork. </p>
<p>I scored within the 98th percentile on my NRTs back in middle school and usually had the highest score within my class but thats only because we were given like 3 hours for a tiny test and because the teachers were required to make the classroom quiet. Then high school came around and the workload increased by a lot more(the material isn't conceptually challenging or anything, it was just more busy work) and i eventually just gave up and kind of just drifted by. Ive gotten straight Ds and a few Cs and Fs all of high school :l . </p>
<p>Sorry if i sound a bit pathetic but I just had to get it off my chest, hell, I didn't even cover everything that frustrates me and I probably made an enormous amount of grammatical errors throughout this wall of text. I mean this post alone took me a few days just to muster up because I got distracted from the things above. O hey its 6:50 AM, its time for school! Spent all night to write a CC post </p>
<p>-_-!</p>