Possibly Leaving College...

I don’t really know where to start, but here goes nothing…I’ve been struggling with school for a while and I don’t know what my issue is. In HS I would pull out A,B, and occasionally C+. But once I started college things changed. So I went to a great university-loved it actually! But because of $ I had to transfer to community college, which isn’t bad. But I can’t seem to pass my classes. My grades are so inconsistent. For example, I can pull out A’s, but then fail a class. If it maters to anyone, I do have depression…but I don’t really know how to deal with that either. Sometimes I don’t feel like myself, especially when it comes to school. I feel like a failure that I can’t even pass community college level courses…or even graduate for that matter. I’ve been attending CC for four years (which is sad and pathetic). My old self would have deff been worried about my grades and fixed them, but this person that is ‘apparently’ me now does not care. I don’t know what’s wrong with me. But at times when I think about other people that are succeeding at life and I look at myself, I feel horrible and suicidal. I start therapy in a couple of weeks. But for the meantime, should I just drop out? BTW, my CC school doe not have my major (sucks) so I’m stuck with very general courses that I can’t stand. Thanks for the help,