<p>I'm only in 9th Grade and I am already pressured to think about college and my perspective major. </p>
<p>Everyone who has graduated at my school has majored in something lucrative or not out of the spectrum of lucrative: chemical engineering, math, biology, biochem, business, finance, etc. For, at least, the last 5 years, no one at my school who went to college (which is everyone) has majored in something not lucrative, such as classics, language, history, english.</p>
<p>Another one is my parents. I'm Asian, and though my parents don't care what grades I get, they will care what I will major in and how the major measures up with how lucrative or how likely will I get a job with it. </p>
<p>What I want to major in is in a language. I don't want to become a teacher, so basically, I've been told by everyone that it basically worthless to major in a language, but is not willing to teach. </p>
<p>I would gladly join the army/ROTC or become a police officer, but all of my life people told me not to that as well, because I'm too small, too short, have a terrible vision, have terrible physical health, or some people just base it on the fact that they've never seen an Asian in the army or police force. I don't even know how true it is, but people have convinced me that only academics can save me.</p>
<p>This pressure and stress is so great that I thought I was having a ucler during the social studies final exam and now, I feel as if I am going through my midlife crisis. What do I do? Do I change my entire high school career and base all of my electives, my ECs, or whatever to do something I don't want to do? Or do I just take the risk of being poor and hated by my parents?</p>