<p>Hello college confidential community,</p>
<p>The story is I messed up in high school and fully accept it as my fault. By my junior year I had realized my mistake and tried to fix but at that point it was too late. No prestigious school was even going to look my way and I accepted that.I was still able to attend Johnson and Wales University. Now I would like to say I am a pretty intelligent guy not a genius but I am smart. At the end of high school I realized the problem on why I had done so poorly was I was not being challenged. The last two years of hs I was enrolled in various college course and ap class and raised my gpa to a 3.2. Im embaressed to say what I had before that. The summer before my first year of college I swore to myself I would never let that happened again. Im proud to say that I worked my ass off as a finance major I have a 3.9 gpa. I am a ROTC cadet and in various clubs, I was even offered a summer job in Ireland to work for Hasbro all in one year . I never have been this motivated to succeeded. So I am planning my future not an exact roadmap but long term goals. I was looking into these prestigious scholarships such as Marshall & Rhodes scholarships. Looking at the past winners it completely depletes my hope of even applying. Past winners attend all these fancy ivy league schools and I look at myself. Now I know the scholarship committee says it doesn't look at the college you attend to make a decision but I cant seem to think that I am at a huge disadvantage. Is it worth my time and effort to apply to these scholarships when I could use my resources for somethings else.? Any and all opinions are welcome, thanks in advance. </p>