<p>I’ve been lurking for quite a while this year (thanks for all the help btw), but this thread made me decide to stop lurking for a bit because I’m in a very similar situation. </p>
<p>I’m 30 years old now, I also play the viola, and will soon be making audition rounds for MM at a few places. My long-term goals are just what Violadad has mentioned – play in a regional or three, freelance, teach. Make enough to get by and support myself.</p>
<p>I have a BA with a majors in music and mathematical economics. I have waited so long to get back into school because I had to – I took an undergraduate scholarship that requires 8 years of… indentured servitude, if you like. If not I have to pay back the money I received, and I couldn’t. This September I finish the obligation and can finally leave.</p>
<p>This has been the most nerve-wracking year so far… mainly because now I get to find out whether all the plans I have made over the years are going to work out. Will I get into a program with enough financial aid to make it through? And then will I be able to make a living or maybe get into a DMA program so that I have enough time to continue working on the viola for a while?</p>
<p>I have to say, taking this road is difficult. For one thing, very few people at this age are still trying to study music performance. I explored going to Germany (because the fees are non-existent or negligible), and found the Germans in general very resistant to the idea of people embarking on a music career later in their lives. If you were trying to do this, perhaps the US is already the best place on the planet.</p>
<p>So far, of the better known music schools, I can say that Peabody’s director of admissions has been very very positive on the age issue. I have also gotten very nice emails from the viola prof at Umich, which seems to indicate that he does not mind. So I’m hoping that at the end of the day I will have somewhere to go and practice hard for the next 2 years, although with a few auditions to come I am still nowhere close to knowing where I will wind up eventually.</p>
<p>But I will say this – if you are intending to work in another field, choose it carefully, and use your spare time very well. I managed to find myself a department where I can have not too much stress and reliably leave on time everyday, even though the work is not exactly very interesting. But it has been important so that I can maintain a regular practice schedule, usually 8pm to 11pm every weekday. I have soundproofed my windows to avoid complaints from neighbours. And perhaps most importantly, find yourself a good teacher that has been teaching students who aim to be professional musicians. I consider myself very very lucky – about a year ago I got referred, quite by chance, to a teacher who was simply much more effective for me than the 2 before her. If I hadn’t gotten her help when I did, I don’t know if my playing would be anywhere close to the level required now. But I have managed to improve my playing even while working full-time. Be prepared to be very tired all the time, though. I have also found it helpful to clock the numbers of practice hours in a year and to set targets for yourself, for e.g. at least 15h a week no matter what else you have on.</p>
<p>I do have many days on which I wonder if it’s all worth it, and if I will make it in the end. I have met my share of doubters along the way, and many people will think you foolish. But I guess you can only carry on and find out if you can make it work, or else give it up and do something else easier (and there are really many other roads in life that are much easier). I’m not at the point yet where I am ready to give up, though I do not rule it out that that point may arrive sometime in the future.</p>
<p>So, I guess my point is, I don’t think it’s impossible, but it will definitely be tough. Get yourself a very good teacher as soon as possible, and work hard at playing well.</p>