Hi,
I’m a junior in HS. I’m in my third year of Mandarin right now. I’m not really that good at it IMO; I’m pretty slow to comprehend dialogue or form my own sentences on the spot. I have an OK average (90+) because I study before tests and I’m a little better at writing/reading/vocab (most of our tests are written), and I participate in class. But I tend to forget a lot of the vocab not long after taking the test, and I always feel like I’m behind my peers.
I’m not sure whether I should go for AP Chinese next year. On one hand, colleges might like to see that I’m taking an additional AP course. This isn’t exactly a drop in the ocean; I have (idiotically) taken zero AP courses so far, and due to my low GPA of 89.75 (because I was sick a lot last year), my high school is barring me from requesting more than 2 APs next year. Except foreign language APs don’t count at all towards this limit, so if I take AP Chinese I’m getting a 3rd AP course for free. My school in fact automatically enrolls all foreign language learners for an AP class their senior year, unless they opt out.
On the other hand, I feel like I’ve lost interest in Mandarin over the years. I want to focus my efforts next year on calculus/physics, and Chinese just feels like a boring distraction. I wish I’d learned Greek/Latin instead, I’d have way less trouble keeping up with them. In addition, I’m afraid I wouldn’t do well in AP Chinese because of aforementioned problems learning Mandarin.
What do you think I should do?