<p>I don't really know what to do, and I was hoping to get some outside advice. Sorry if this is kinda jumbled, there's a decent amount of thoughts going through my mind right now and I'm trying to figure out the best way to explain this all so I can get the best advice possible.</p>
<p>I'm currently a sophomore at a private, expensive as all hell university. Originally, I applied and was accepted as a Biomedical Engineering major. 20 credits a term, extremely rigorous and to be completely honest- I hated the engineering aspect of the program. It just wasn't for me. And, I aspire to go to medical school which means that it would have been almost impossible for me to fit in all my necessary medical school classes. I know some people do that, but I just really couldn't see myself sticking through the engineering courses to get a degree that would have set me off pretty decently in life, but not with a GPA that would have been possible for me to get into medical school.
I also really, really struggled with calculus based physics, and while I excelled in algebra based physics in high school, I just could not seem to grasp calc based for the life of me, and ended up scraping by with a D in 101 and withdrawing from 102. Which pretty much tanked my GPA completely. So now I'm left with a 3.08 after doing not-as-great as I hoped due to me spending all my free time trying to understand physics and failing miserably.
At the end of my last term as a Freshman, I decided it would be in my best interest overall to change my major to Biology. I'm really happy with that choice, believe me. However, I'm just not so sure that staying at this private uni is the best choice for me being a bio major.</p>
<p>I get a decent amount of aid, but not nearly as much due to the change in billing, so I'm paying roughly 21,000 a year. And my financial aid was just cut even more because I was selected for verification, and something on my FAFSA got entered in wrong and there was a technicality where my work study was also cut leaving me in the hole another $3,000 for the course of this year.</p>
<p>I also had a mindset much better than that of last year going into this year, and have dedicated a considerable amount of time more to studying and homework and everything of that nature, compared to last year. However, I'm still not even doing nearly as well as I had hoped- I just got two sub-C midterm grades back and await one. The terms are 10 weeks long, which is, in my opinion, what's killing me. I think I just need more time to grasp the material even though I'm putting in hours of studying, it's like I blink my eyes and I have another exam even though I just took one a week ago.</p>
<p>I personally feel guilty attending this school, because it made sense when I originally made the decision- I was an engineering major going to a school well known for it's engineering programs. But now, I'm a biology major spending 60k a year on a degree that I won't even use after I graduate, except to get into medical school. Which seems like a fleeting dream at the rate I'm going at.</p>
<p>Which brings me to what I'm so lost and confused about.
I feel like I need to transfer to better my education for myself, but I don't necessarily know if I WANT to transfer.</p>
<p>I'm looking at a small LAC near my house which is significantly less expensive (35k vs 60k) a year to attend. And when I say small, I mean extremely small. Which means more attention, relationships built with faculty instead of TAs, help if I need it, when I need it, etc. </p>
<p>I'm wary about it though, because I feel as though with my current GPA I won't get much, if any, merit based aid. They do, however, ask for a high school transcript, so I could potentially save myself, if in my writing sample, I explain my grades and issues I struggled with my Freshman year.</p>
<p>The college's website displays almost 28k in merit based aid available, but I'm not sure if that's just for incoming students or if transfer students could potentially also receive that aid.
Overall, it seems like the most logical idea to me, I just don't know.</p>
<p>Here's my list of pro's and con's to transferring:</p>
<p>Pros:
-Smaller school, closer ties to faculty, etc.
-Considerably less expensive
-Would be commuting, saving even more
-Plenty of hospitals in the area to volunteer at (Two major hospital networks with many different locations)
-More opportunities - could potentially double major, or find internships
-Able to get into the Honors college at the end of Jr year to graduate with honors
-Will more than likely be able to bring my GPA up considerably due to closer relationships, etc.</p>
<p>Cons:
-Current school offers the co-op program. While this would not necessarily get me into medical school (most positions are paid, etc) it's a factor into deciding what I want to do.
-Involved in a few campus organizations (including greek life.. however there is a chapter of my particular organization at the school I would be looking into going to) and am not necessarily looking forward to parting ways with them
-Not sure how many, if any of my credits would transfer due to my major change, etc and the degree requirements at the new LAC. I've taken ~60 credits here due to the system we have.</p>
<p>Ugh. I just don't know what to do. I feel like this is one of, if not the hardest decisions I will be faced with.
How do I even begin to decide what to do?
How do I try and save my grades currently?
Do I transfer at the end of this term, and the spring semester there, or finish out the year, go on my co-op, and decide after this year?</p>
<p>I'm so stressed already with my grades and the pressure to bring my GPA up, and the decision to do this really isn't helping.
Thanks to those who take the time to read this all and give any advice. I really do appreciate it.</p>