<p>I don’t know if all this is even worth it. I love being smart and learning and succeeding, but I’m constantly afraid that I’m not going to make it in this world, or I’ll never have a family or a great friend group. I focus completely on school and social stuff just a bonus. Everyone does something fun on fridays with their friends and I can’t even THINK about that because I probably have 10 projects and tests the next week. What’s the point of being successful if you’re unhappy and lonely?</p>
<p>PLUS the fact that I’m developing major self esteem issues out of nowhere and it’s really bad and makes me feel really bad. ALDJFALDJF.</p>
<p>Pretty much any standardized test (AMC, PSAT, SAT I & II, ACT, AP exams) which plays a potential role in your “test scores” or “extracurricular activities,” even though I’m sure I’ll do well on the upcoming ones this year.</p>
<p>@Artery OMG STORY OF MA LYFE!!! I get good and start to feel good about myself and then I remember that one kid at my school who’s a freaking genius and doesnt even try. I wish I could stop comparing myself to others, it’s starting to become an inferiority complex. aghhh</p>
<p>@Aretery
I’m in the same situation as you!!
All my friends are out partying or shopping Friday or Saturday nights…whereas I’m stuck at home every freaking day studying for something or the other. And when I actually get free time, I’m too tired to do anything.</p>
<p>I HAVE NO MOTIVATION. Halfway through senior year and I honestly just don’t want to do anything anymore. I’m barely studying for tests, doing my homework at school, and wasting time instead of doing schoolwork because I just can’t bring myself to do anything. It’s horrible, but after being accepted to college, I just feel so…bleh about high school.</p>
<p>I’m up in every class except AP English, which I’m weirdly struggling with and English is my favorite subject…</p>
<p>I think it’s the essays. I’m sooooo tired of writing them, ugh. I just really want to graduate. I feel like I’m in a lull at this point in time and senior year has become useless. :/</p>
<p>After six years of playing year-round, including three years for my high school, I decided not to play soccer this year, MY SENIOR YEAR, because I don’t think I’ll be able to handle it on top of all of my other commitments. Damn.</p>
I wish I could stop comparing myself to others, it’s starting to become an inferiority complex. aghhh</p>