<p>Hello,
I already posted about a month about my situations.
I moved from different country and went to 8th grade for few months, public school.
Like public school, many people grew together since they are very child.
The worse, the cultures are very different, I am not so fluent at English.</p>
<p>When I first came to school, people REALLY liked me.
Like when I walk on hall, like girls say "I love you" and what so ever.</p>
<p>Friend in school really liked me the way I am, but I didn't thought that way.</p>
<p>I fear different race of people, because my country have only one race,
I became really shy plus not so good at English, cultural shock what so ever.</p>
<p>Like when I see friend that is not so close, well maybe close, I fear whether
'should I say "hi?"' 'what if they reject me' 'what if they don't like me'
and like when girls say "I love you" 'why these people like me such a nerdy boy'
'and they won't like me if they find out who I am' 'and what the heck is mean I love you' (though I loved it, I mean who hate when people say I love you)</p>
<p>Anyway all these bad thoughts have vanished, I tried REALLY HARD to fix during summer vacation, and have vanished.</p>
<p>Though still I have made pretty much lots of friends. Few months, and made facebook, and confirm(?,whatever the words should be used) school friends almost about a hundred, even though this might not be value anything, it was huge for me. Moving to new country, and made about a hundred friends in few months.</p>
<p>What should I do on first day.
Like when I ride bus, is it better I say hi to stranger and sit with them and talk with them?
Or just ride and sit quietly by myself?</p>
<p>Like lunch time was one of fear time I had on 8th grade. Like knowing no one and what if I sit by myself, come on it looks really bad. Of course I didn't, I just sit with bunch of with other guys, not so friends, but just sat with them.</p>
<p>Like when I go to first day, and go to cafeteria, I am little sure I will freak out.
Seeing all people I don't know, well people will say sit with your usual friends.
Well, what the heck, I don't have so really usual friend, I just moved.</p>
<p>Then should I ask one guy on class 'do you want to grab a lunch?' Though "NEEDY" person is the worse thing I ever want to be.</p>
<p>PLEASE give me advices, ㅠㅠ, this might sound not so usual, or hilarious, immature
but this is way I felt.
Any advices, experiences is welcome, Thank you so much.</p>