After a slew of rejections came out for me yesterday, the one that hurt the most was UCLA’s. I was fairly confident that UCLA was the one I would be accepted or even waitlisted to. This is because on my school’s naviance page where they show decision statistics for UCLA, all applicants above a certain GPA are accepted, and my GPA is well above that number. Statistically speaking, there is little chance that I would be straight out rejected, but I was. Even a waitlist would have been nice.
I am starting to suspect if my rejection was due to me applying as a Computer Engineering major. My grade in AP Computer Science wasn’t the best because I struggled so much in it. I also applied as a Computer Engineering major to UCSD, and the fact that I was accepted there but under my alternate major (which I filled in b/c I don’t want to leave blank and am not actually interested in at all) seems to support this claim. Do UC’s really care that much about major when it comes to admissions? This is very discouraging because even though I struggle in CS, I can’t imagine myself doing anything else.
I don’t mean to come off as arrogant or believing that I am “too good” for UCLA. But seeing that I am perhaps the first person in my school’s history with a certain GPA to be rejected from UCLA makes me paranoid as to whether there was something blatantly wrong with my application, or who knows, if the universe is just working against me in general. Decent but not stellar test scores. Took the hardest courseload possible. I have decent ECs, leadership, summer activities, job, volunteering, the whole 9 yards. There wasn’t a single section on that UC application I left blank. I’m not ideal but I didn’t think I would suck.
UC Berkeley is coming out soon and I applied to engineering there as well. Looks like I shouldn’t be expecting much from that either. Basically, I am mentally preparing myself for what would perhaps be the worst days of my life over the next 2 weeks. Yeah, one college rejection doesn’t define you but a whole bunch of them? It can really get to you.