<p>yea guys, so i think we've all realized how stressful life has become- something like a college process has showed us how tedious, nerve-racking, and exhausting (referring to all the tribulations of life) our existences are- we are aging prematurely before our own eyes. many people lose sleep thinking about cornell and college as a whole, but i know i am getting much better sleep because of it, and i'd just like to share why.</p>
<p>I know life is about hardwork, constant 110% effort, and competition, but those are precisely the things that reduce us to machines. each and every day i wake up and it seems like i just barely survive through it. The day is my time in which i worry- about school, about the future, about the competition, about trying to just lay everything i have on the floor, about just trying to find why i'm here. in the last few weeks concerns about cornell have come somewhere in between. </p>
<p>the night is peace though. don't you all EVER wish you could just be smoking a pipe and and drinking a mug of ale outside your little cot in a valley in between about 12 or 15 green mountains somewhere where no one can find you, or looking out of a droopy eye at a dawn on a tropical shoreline from a hammock, or tiptoeing across a thin strip of land that is the barrier between two lakes so clear that you could see down straight to the bottom? i've had these kinda dreams lately, and frankly, i think sleep has been what keeps me from going gray. Underneath my eyelids, i could care less about college, calculus, or volunteer work. If I could impart any advice on you nerve-bombs (cough drinkingmilkallday cough) [and I'm not qualified to give much advice!] I would say: if you want to keep your humanity, keep from becoming a programmed bot, keep from losing what makes you a human and lose what makes you a mine waiting to explode from all this pressure that life is putting on you: sweep all of it under the bed for the night and rest- deal with it in the morning.</p>