<p>Hi everyone, </p>
<p>I really need some advice urgently because I'll have to make important decisions very soon. I am sorry as this is a long post but I have to explain most of the things.</p>
<p>I'm a final-year Mechanical Engineering undergraduate student at one of the internationally well known universities in France (Paris).</p>
<p>Last year I was 2nd in our ranking and I'm going to receive my degree at a young age (19). So I think I have time to make radical study changes.</p>
<p>However, I've always had great passion for classical music and film scores, so that I started making my own music since 3 years ago (primarily during summer holidays when I had free time).</p>
<p>I dedicate most of my free time to music, and recently I decided to go to a good music college after I finish my undergrad degree in Engineering. It is very often that I spend 10 hours a day making music using DAWs and sample libraries and I sometimes post them online. However I never get tired because I truly like such genres of music.</p>
<p>I received no formal education whatsoever and I learnt everything by myself. I have a very good knowledge of music softwares and regarding the composition of my tracks, they're not boring or cheap, but I do lack education in formal stuff like Solfeg,Harmony etc. To be honest I can't even read music very well, I'm very very basic at it. Yet, when I showed a work of mine to a private teacher, he told me that this is something intended for very large orchestras and that it's very complicated, yet at that time I couldn't even read music and he was really surprised by that. He believed that it is very possible to well learn an instrument without a teacher or formal education, but to make music for very large orchestras as an autodidact isn't very usual. </p>
<p>To wrap it up, I have 5 months in order to take private lessons in order to prepare myself for college auditions. I'm trying to study film scoring (like the undergrad program in Berklee) and the only thing which depresses me is my weak "formal" background in music, otherwise I really believe in hard work and myself.</p>
<p>So am I wasting my time and energy or should I take it serious? Can someone who learnt by ear and mind, enter a prestigious music college? Any advice would be very useful.</p>
<p>Thank you!</p>