Good advice by @MWolf. Take time to discover yourself and heal mentally. That likely will require courage as your parents likely won’t understand. But you live a better life if you live a courageous life. Might as well start now. You’re burnt out because you did stuff you hated for a reward that you were told you should want but which, ultimately, wasn’t actually something you realized was something you care a lot about (but could still be very advantageous). So take a gap year, go travel if you can. Sleep plenty and eat healthily. Work if you can. Work out what life you want to live. Eventually, your parents won’t be around, and even before then, you’ll be living your own independent life. Might as well figure out what life you do want to live, and figure out how to achieve that.