<p>So this is a tricky situation and I am giving myself up to the College Confidential gods because I need help. </p>
<p>I am currently a freshman and I had a difficult first semester at a top 10 LAC and pulled straight Cs in four decently hard classes (mostly intros, but some reputable for being weeder classes). I was definitely showing improvement this semester, but was forced to resign due to personal reasons. At this point I have submitted three applications and am submitting two more today, but am terrified of the outcome.</p>
<p>For the sake of chancing, if that's even really applicable, I graduated in the top 10% of a highly competitive high school having taken 11 APs by graduation. The rest of my courses, with the exception of two that I had no choice but to take as standard, were all honors. I never got a C in high school, and I also never got more than about 5 hours of sleep a night. I got a 2180 SAT, 33 ACT, and 780 & 740 in two SAT subject tests. I got into about half of the colleges I applied to last year, pretty much all of which were quite competitive (30% acceptance or less) and ended up in a school with a 14% acceptance rate. I am contending with a slew of mental health issues (MDD, anxiety, ADHD) all of which have been discussed in an evaluation from my counselor. I have two solid recommendations from two highly respected professors, both of which I developed a personal relationship with over the course of the past year. I also have two recommendations from high school teachers who originally wrote me recommendations and then edited them for the sake of backup recommendations in case. In the past I have demonstrated myself as a strong writer and hope that I can showcase that in my essays this time around. </p>
<p>I am sure that I would like to continue being in a small, private liberal arts college/university (under 3,000 students or so) and I know that my performance last semester is not truly indicative of my potential (then again I am at an all-time confidence low so who can really say anymore). I am hoping I have not shot myself in the foot but I feel as though I have, so any help and advice would be really appreciated.</p>
<p>Side note, I do realize that it would most likely be beneficial to either go to community college or wait until next year and apply as a freshman, but I have a somewhat unstable family life at home and am pretty desperate to move on ASAP. </p>
<p>Thus far have applied/am applying to: Colgate University, Wesleyan University, Vassar College, Colorado College, Whitman College, Occidental College, University of Richmond, University of the Redlands, Carleton College, Eckerd College, Lewis & Clark College
I am also considering: Emerson College, Champlain College, Dickinson College, Westminster College (Utah), Union College, Rollins College, Macalester College, Marist College, Lafayette University, Lawrence University, Beloit College, Flagler College</p>
<p>If anyone has any suggestions of more colleges or which colleges you think can/should immediately be eliminated, that would also be really helpful.</p>
<p>Thanks in advance and sorry about the long read! I'm just really desperate at this point. Also I would like to apologize for how vague some of the information is but I'm afraid of being too specific in case anyone I know happens to see this.</p>