Long story short (ish): I am an international student who went to boarding school in the UK but have always dreamt of going to college in the States (Harvard specifically, since I was a little boy). So I applied to 16 American universities (8 Ivies, Duke, Stanford, UChicago, Northwestern, Johns Hopkins, NYU, Berkeley and UCLA) and 5 UK ones (Cambridge, LSE, King’s College, and two more safety schools). With a 2400 SAT score, IB predicted score of 45 (perfect score) and pretty good extracurriculars, I thought: “Hey, I’ll probably get into one Ivy, hopefully Harvard, Yale or Columbia” - God I was so wrong: I was only accepted at NYU, UCLA, and Berkeley, put on waiting list (and then rejected) by Johns Hopkins, Chicago, Northwestern, Brown, Columbia, Cornell, and UPenn, and straight out rejected by the rest. Basically, I only got accepted at my “safety schools” (Yes, I know it was extremely cocky and dumb of me to regard Berkeley as a safety school, but I genuinely thought I would get into at least one Ivy - I know, serves me right). So yeah, sob story, poor me. My reflections on the process and what went wrong? They saw through my BS essays, my application wasn’t specific enough to each school, they saw I was wishy-washy in terms of my “passion” (I applied as undecided and the courses I took in HS and extracurriculars I did showed no specific passion or direction). In the UK, things went slightly better: I didn’t get into Cambridge (I was close!) but I was accepted (conditional offer) at LSE, to read Law (third best school ranking and reputation-wise after Oxford and Cambridge). My parents were very keen on this, although I personally have no passion for Law and applied for this subject because I was completely undecided and you HAVE to decide on a major in the UK. LSE is a great school and getting a Law degree in three years is, according to them, the “practical” and “professional” choice in the sense that I can definitely get a job back home, happy days (yes, one of my parents is Asian). So, cheesily put, I was faced with a choice between my brain and my heart: the practical route (brain), LSE Law or the fun, American Dream route (heart), Berkeley Undecided. Though both are great schools and I really shouldn’t be complaining, it was a very difficult choice because I wasn’t “in love” with either schools, like I was with Harvard and Columbia. I visited neither Berkeley or LSE and applied, in all honesty, to both because of their good name - I never envisaged I would actually go to these two. Finally, I decided to “follow my heart” and live the “real American college experience” and attend Berkeley. However, I can’t help but still have some doubts: will I regret not making the “practical choice - LSE Law” later on? In typical me manner, I’ve found a way of pushing my ultimate decision (Law vs not Law, US vs UK) to some point later in time: I’ve decided that I will go to Berkeley for 1 year, decide if it is what I imagined and whether it is a good fit for me, and definitely stay if it is. But if it isn’t, I will reapply to Cambridge (I’ve deferred my place to LSE meaning I can still start in 2017-2018 if I don’t get in) or try to transfer to one of my initial US choices (specifically Harvard, Columbia, Yale and Brown). Preparing for the worst (I’m very worried that it won’t be a good fit because of its size - though I will definitely go in with a positive mindset and give it a real shot), my question is: what do I need to do if I want to be able to transfer to a smaller, Ivy League college, if Berkeley isn’t what I expect and not the right fit for me?
I apologise if me or my actions sound cocky or entitled. I realise that the way I approached college apps the first time (applying to so many because of reputation) was completely wrong and that that is probably why I didn’t get in. But I’m thinking that if I turn over a new leaf and actually put more effort into my essays and do more research on the unis I actually want to go to, and perhaps even become passionate for a subject at Berkeley, I may be luckier in transferring to a better fit school.