<p>Blah, I've been debating about posting this since I've sorta spent last weekend obsessively looking up as much data on this as I could, including an old thread on this here forum, so I will probably hear the same things, but...</p>
<p>I just got in off the waitlist for UCI. I registered at UCSC as a backup, though I was pretty certain I'd get into UCI (my grades changed, sent an appeal also, ya). So when I registered for UCSC it was a "lul, I'm not going here anyway, I WANT TO GO TO IRVINE" type thing.</p>
<p>I'm an English (Creative Writing)/ History double major, and Irvine's Creative Writing department is AMAZING. Also, I have alot of friends in orange county and the surrounding areas. That's one of the things that first attracted me to UCI- I have a really good support system in the area, and I could keep my same job, still see my same friends, etc.</p>
<p>But, that's a double edged sword. I love my friends, I love my life, but I want to do the College Thing. Live in the dorms, cram all night, run around campus with tons of people utterly sillily. That's not a word. And everything I've read about Irvine is that it's a commuter campus- of course I've heard that this is a bit exaggerated, and there's plenty to do around campus- but I think there's still the fact that every weekend I'd be leaving campus and just doing the same things I already do. I want to live in the dorms, and I feel like there's no point in that if I go to UCI, since everyone'll be gone on the weekends anyway. </p>
<p>And the more I research UCSC... the more I love it. To little pieces. From the liberal arts college feel due to the different colleges, to the fact that everyone there isn't competing against each other for grades and therefor is willing to stab you in the back. My grades have been, not as great as they should, because I've been suffering with depression and anxiety and ADD (wheee) for years, and while I am trying to get past it, I don't want to throw myself into something- well, horrible. I know UCI is obviously not as cutthroat as UCLA or Cal, but, it's still pretty competitive. And I WANT the chance to do the college thing, to have to start over and make new friends (I do know a few people at UCSC already and have some friends in the bay area though, so, that's good.) </p>
<p>So, my opinion has completely changed as of a week ago. A week ago I was waiting for the chance to go YES to Irvine. Now, I really feel that UCSC is the right fit for me. But I'm wondering if that is stupid- UCI is way more prestigious than UCSC without a doubt. It's not that I'll be unhappy at UCI- I'll be really happy, my life will just sort of be the same it is now. Just, without the horrendous commute.</p>
<p>So, yes, I dunno, thoughts? o:</p>