Hello everyone. I’m currently a UCSD undergraduate student whose cumulative GPA is 2.3. I just finished my sophomore year of college, hoping that I’d raise my GPA, but to no avail. At the moment, I feel like I’ve hit rock bottom with the engineering degree I’m pursuing.
Looking at my transcript, there are a number of C’s and B’s that account for my current GPA. I’ve gotten C- in Organic Chem/Lab, Bs in Differential Equations, B in Vector Calculus, Cs in Physics, and even overall Cs in my engineering classes. Worse, I’ve gotten academic probation two times altogether, meaning that I must remain in good standing (maintaining a 2.0 GPA or more per quarter) for the rest of my time here at UCSD if I’m not to be dismissed.
Now, I do say that I am at fault for these grades. A number of factors account for them, which range from not going to all of the available office hours to not enough sleep to mismanagement of time. Furthermore, with my lack of sleep, there were some lectures I was unable to attend to. My roommate can even account for these issues. Furthermore, for weekly assignments that I’ve turned in, they were normally done a day or 2 before the deadline, even for lab reports. As for taking notes, I tend to just simply look over Powerpoint slides, take notes of what the professors, and nothing more. The only time I studied was when midterms and finals would be coming up. I have not simply taken the time to review notes right after lectures or discussions.
What’s very ironic is that I have done very well in math & science courses in high school. They are the most interesting apart from biology courses, history classes, and especially writing. I have no idea why my grades have been going on a downward spiral since coming to college in my freshman year.
Therefore, I believe the following issues are possibly key:
- Weak work ethic
- Poor sleeping schedule
- Poor time management
- Inclined to work alone on assignments instead of using study groups
- Difficulty of understanding and applying concepts from notes
- DEFINITELY not practicing problems enough
- lack of communication to professors stating that I need help
- Poor studying skills
- Taking 4 or more classes per quarter
- Not asking for help when needed
Now, this isn’t to say that I didn’t take action to combat all of this. I’ve purchased Cal Newport’s book called How To Become a Straight-A Student last summer to renew my study habits. I’ve researched ways to think differently to do well in engineering courses. However, I believe I’ve just been in this state of denial for the past two years, thinking that I can come to make an upward trend of grades in the future. Now, I don’t know what to believe.
I am literally at the verge of tears and don’t know where to go with all this. My poor grades indicate that perhaps the major isn’t for me, but it was taking AP Chemistry that sparked my interest into pursuing Chemical Engineering. My parents have asked me whether Chemical Engineering is THE major I want to pursue. I’ve assured them that it is the major I want to get a degree in, but the poor grades suggest otherwise.
I don’t know how to move forward with all this. I only have junior and senior years of college left (maybe a 5th year), and I want to continue with Chemical Engineering and have a 3.0 GPA by the end. However, I have to work twice as hard to reach that. And I’ve completed mostly all of my general education requirements. With so much struggle, what should I do? If anyone can provide any suggestions or advice, I’d be very grateful for it.