<p>There are only two parts of the Columbia application that are stopping me from pressing the sacred submit button: the two prompts asking me to list books I have read for pleasure and required reading I've enjoyed over the past year. Half of my free reading is academic: a <em>**uyama book; Blackness Visible; Justice and the Politics of Difference; Deceit, Desire, and the Novel; Politics & Apocalypse; and so on. However, I read two of the books with a feminist/civil rights philosophy reading group hosted by a teacher, who, if it were not for his guidance, I probably would not have had fully comprehended the texts. As for the other texts, I was motivated to read a great deal of them as the result of an academic conference. In order to prepare for the conference, one of my teachers suggested a few books that would help me follow the dialogue at the conference. And in the aftermath of the conference, there were a few lectures and discussions that inspired me to pick up authors such as *</em>*uyama (I heard his name and works referenced so much that I was embarrassed for not previously knowing anything of him).</p>
<p>Simply, I feel like the books make seem out of place for a high school student. I would feel more comfortable listing them if I could give an explanation of how I came to reading them and if I were a given a chance to explain that I did not quite understand every theory proposed. Similarly, I'd like to explain that when I did reach that "ah-hah" moment of understanding, it took a great deal of work. I do not want to come off as something I am not. I am not a genius, but I do work hard to learn about my interests.</p>
<p>I would stick with my light reading, but then I would only have 5 or so books listed. They might think I am a bit of a dunce, especially as two of the books are just collections of short stories. Should I include the political/rights philosophy texts?</p>
<p>I have a similar problem with the required reading list. I honestly enjoyed reading Dostoevsky and Joyce, but I am told that most students cannot stand their works. And if the reader is not a philosophy person, I am not sure they will comprehend how I take pleasure in struggling with Anselm's proslogion.</p>
<p>Any input?</p>